Coming Out Of The Broom Closet

Not necessarily an easy thing to do for a witch. Well, at least not for me. I was raised as a Baptist. When I was little, we went to church on Sundays and Wednesdays. We also attended other church related events and gatherings like Vacation Bible School and holiday celebrations. I was even in the church choir. Everyone was always extremely welcoming and full of love, however that was never enough. Why I say this is because while growing up, my curiosity always had the best of me. I would often question things about religion and the reply I got every time was, “Never question God.”. No disrespect to the ones who told me that, but their answer never satisfied me. It actually troubled me because I wanted to know more. I’ve always been extremely inquisitive about life in general. So, when I was told “Never question God”, that made me want to question all the more.

As I got older, and upon doing my own research, I discovered there was so much more than what I was lead to believe as a child. Keep in mind, I am not trying to dance on anyone’s toes or show any kind of disrespect to anyone’s beliefs. I am merely speaking on my own personal behalf and what it was like for me. But after years and years of going through life feeling unfulfilled with my faith, I finally came to a point in my life when I stopped listening to certain popular beliefs that made me feel uncertain and them trying to fulfill their need to “save me”.

Wait…. Save me? Save me from what? I don’t need saving just because I don’t believe like them. And I am not going to Hell because of my choice. I no longer follow the path to which I was raised, meaning that of course, I am not a Christian. I am a Wiccan, a solitary practitioner. I do not belong in a coven (and there’s absolutely nothing wrong with that for those who do). I follow my own heart, my own path. I love being at one with nature and embracing all its magic. I communicate with the Angels, listen to my Spirit Guides and try my very best to live at peace with all the beautiful energies of the Universe.

A few summers ago, a young individual tried to convert me. She was on a missionary trip that lasted several weeks to help spread the word of Christ. While doing so, she and her group were seasonally employed at the same place where I worked. One day she asked me about my faith, so I openly told her about it. And then, as time went on, she tried to persuade me to listen to her as she attempted to make me change my belief. I asked her very calmly, “Why are you trying to do this?”. She replied, “Because I’m worried for your soul. I don’t want you to go to Hell.”

Honestly, I could see the concern in her eyes. She was such a kind and bright young lady, just a little naive was all. When she said that she was worried for my soul I told her, “No need to be worried because I’m not. I feel that I’m following the right path for me just as you are in your belief. As long as we all follow what is right and what is good, isn’t that what really matters? What defines your belief doesn’t define mine. Just because I don’t follow your path doesn’t mean I’m going to Hell.” That made her quiet for a moment as she pondered, looking into my eyes. I continued (again, very calmly and politely), “Honey, you’re wasting your breath with me.” I then put my arms around her to give her a great big hug and told her that I loved her because after all, she was such a sweetheart and a complete joy to work with.

It’s only been within the past few years that I’ve found the courage to speak openly about coming out of the broom closet. Why? Well, because of my upbringing and the societal fear about witches. (Wiccaphobia: the fear of witches or witchcraft.) Throughout the centuries, and thanks to Hollywood’s constant misleading portrayal, it’s easy to understand why people fear us. However, it is ignorance that keeps people in the dark. That’s why I now openly talk about being a Wiccan in hope to help educate others and let them know that we are nothing to be afraid of. I can only speak personally on my behalf because I know how I am with my spiritual journey and the fact is that I only practice white magic. I negate anything that is dark, negative and/ or evil. I stand proudly and firm with my beliefs and if anything of the latter ever tried to gain control over me, I would quickly call upon the Angels, my Spirit Guides and the positive energies of the Universe for white light protection. Trust me, I do not follow the dark arts. I promote, protect and project only and all that is good. As I always say, “Love & Light!” and I mean that with all my heart!

Several years back I wrote a previous article about another encounter that I had with a “bible handler” going door to door. Here’s that article titled, “Ignorance is Bliss”…. or is it just annoying?

Keep it real, people and never be afraid to be yourself! You are loved!! AND…. YOU TOTALLY ROCK!!!

Love & Light! ~ Sheila šŸ’‹

9 thoughts on “Coming Out Of The Broom Closet

  1. I’m sorry that has been your experience, Sheila. Christians should know we can’t save ourselves, how can we “save” anyone else?
    As the granddaughter and niece of “several” Methodist pastors, I’ve always been confused (and angered) by the practice of conversion. Who are we to convert anyone? Who am I to say your way is the wrong way? We get so caught up in our way being the ONLY way, we lose sight of the personal beliefs of others. We are charged to spread the word, no more, no less. One day, we may get it right. šŸ˜€
    Love and light to you!

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  2. I imagine your path started out much the same as mine; with your former church outright condemning any sort of spiritual gift (ie your Empathy) as being from the Devil. Yeah, like I asked to be privy to and influenced by the emotions of everyone around me. šŸ˜›
    I’m sure we could swap stories all day about our experiences along our respective paths. I’ll keep it short though. First, keep yourself open to ideas from all sources. The big thing I’ve found on my journey is that the underlying truths are universal concepts. The way those truths are expressed or interpreted by various belief systems can vary widely though.
    Second, while I have no doubt you’ve had your share of bad experiences, don’t allow yourself to get sucked into a drama pit. It lowers your vibration and robs you of energy. Like energies attract also. I’ve known some REALLY awesome Wiccans over the years, and a few that were full of negativity and blamed everyone else’s view of their faith for all their woes. The laws of 3 and 10 can be a bitch when one lashes out over every perceived insult, lol.
    Anyway, stick on the lightworker’s path and you’ll be fine is all I’m saying. Take it from somebody who has been there, the path can be slippery if you’re not careful. šŸ™‚
    IF that (hopefully) came across the right way, maybe we can swap stories sometime about our experiences as empaths. Trying to talk to mundies about it just gets you labeled as crazy, lol.

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